My Old Friend Depression

I’m 25, I’m a type 2 diabetic and I suffer from depression
I lie and pretend to be “okay” for the people around me, I give them that impression
I struggle with the idea of continuing living my life
I don’t see myself ever becoming a wife
I cry at night because I know something isn’t right?
I try and try to ignore all those thoughts but all I can do is shut the light
I suffer in silence and physical pain
All I want to do is to stay in bed even when there is no rain
I don’t ever see myself happy in the future
My diabetes will progress, that I’m sure
I feel so alone and really weak
I don’t know want I want to seek
I have an empty void and hole that won’t go away
Is this the price I have to pay?

My Old Friend Depression

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